Finding our true north

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People are not vectors; they don't have a direction

Or do they?

Maybe they do

Perhaps their direction represents their hopes and dreams

And if their activities align with their "north"

Then they feel happy and content

But what if their motion is not in alignment

with their "north"?

then they feel lost and aimless

like something is amiss

something doesn't feel right

So all our lives we try to be in alignment

with our true "north"

not with the false "north"

that society has imposed upon us

How do we know that the direction we're heading

is our true "north"?

We don't.

But we have the rest of our lives to figure it out

Test and recalibrate

Rinse and repeat

May we all find our true calling

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