Birthday 2018: Look back and be grateful

Thank God for this day!
I feel like
I feel blessed
Especially that my birthday is fast approaching

I'm not really one to celebrate
I don’t really know the point of celebrating
I guess yeah
There are things to be thankful for

But I feel like the past few months has been so stressful
That I don't feel as lucky as I want to be
But I know I am
I am extremely lucky

I remember that this time last year
I was bored out of my mind
I was praying for something
Anything to occupy my time

I wanted to contribute to society
And I did
I got hired to do this job which is incredible

But you know
It can get old sometimes
But perspective man
Perspective

It has been eye opening to say the least
And I wish I could do more
And I will do more

This experience has motivated me in ways I could never imagine
But first I have to deal with the dirt
The things that are not as fun as teaching or learning or competing
Dirt before the clouds

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This post was originally written on March 2018. Then edited on April 2020.

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